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September 26 What is happinessGreg came back in July, we have been together so far few months. I have to say I will never regret that I have been waiting for him for more than a year, it's part of life, I have never missed someone so much, 那份思念带动着我的生命,it was what made me alive.
But what is happiness? two people miss each other, they finanely stay togehter, is it called happiness? I dont think so. what if those two they dont look for the same thing in life? they will be never togehter totally, perhaps physically togehter, but not mentally, they will just work hard towards what they want in their own life, by doing so, they will never work towards the same direction.
I dont know what love is? I dont even know what in love is? sad...... June 10 For better or worseGreg is coming back! I am happy, I mean I am really happy, pero I am a bit scared, its normal, human all scare of the unknown and change. I am not sure his back means good or bad, who knows, things happen for a reason, if we can work out, that's good, if we can't then, cry and then move on, not easy, but if the time comes, then I have to get heaps support from friends, then move on. Prepare for the worst and expect for the best!
May 04 Quiet SundayStarted my new job 3 weeks ago, I am not sure whether I can handle the whole work myself smoothly, only thing I can do is trying, and avoid to make the same mistake. For me, its ok to make mistakes, but its not ok to make the same mistake twice. I have to try harder, nothing is I can't do, only thing is I don't want to do.
Sometimes I ask myself what love is, cos its something I cant find an answer for it. I think love is sharing each other's thoughts and idaes, when you cant share that kind of things with your love one, love is just bullshit. I am not sure I have found that someone yet, my love is not that one that I can share my thoughts with, cos he got something completely opposit with what I believe, its ok to have different ideas, the thing is perhaps both of us need to learn to respect each other, I respect others including their thoughts, I wont say their ideas are wrong, cos there is not right or wrong answers, thats why i dont like people say that I am wrong. how do you know i am wrong? dont know how to answer it? shut up then.
Good things always come from hard work, I dont believe there is free lunch, and there is not such thing in the world, want to get something? work harder and get it myself:) March 19 11th of FebThe first big thing happened to me of this year - yeah! I have signed the contract with BMW! Just keep trying until find the thing I think is perfect for me at this moment, right?
I am so looking forward to my new start xx February 08 Chinese New YearYeah! New Year!!! I love this festivel, when I was in China, on new year's day, I would get everything new, from top to bottom, from outside to inside, new clothes, new shoes, new hair. Of course, one thing I will never forget to mention is RED Bag $$$$$, that would be the only chance I would get spending money, cos my parents were stranght to me, never give me any extra spending money, thats the only chance I can pocket some money, even though at the end of the new year I need to hand over all my red bags money to my mom, but I always keep some without letting them know, I know its naughty, oh well, kids always have their own way to get around things.
I have to admit at this special moment, I got so homesick, no matter what I am here on my own, got nobody to share with anything, no matter sad or happy, anyway, after all I would always have myself stand by me and my dear old parents.
GONG XI FA CAI!! ALL THE BEST FOR THE NEW YEAR!!!:) |
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